EMINEM stan

my tea's gone cold i'm wondering why i..
我的茶都凉了，但是我想知道我为什么
got out of bed at all
躺在床上根本无法入睡
the morning rain clouds up my window..
早晨下着雨，乌云笼罩在窗户上
and i can't see at all
我根本看不清楚
and even if i could it'll all be gray,
即使我的眼前一片黑暗
but your picture on my wall
但是你在我墙上的相片
it reminds me, that it's not so bad,
提醒着我，事情并不是很糟
it's not so bad..
不是很糟

dear slim, i wrote but you still ain't callin
亲爱的SLIM，我给你写信但是你始终没回复
i left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
我在新的下面留下了我的手机号，我的寻呼号，还有我家的电话
i sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
秋天的时候我寄了两封信，你一定是没有收到
there probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
一定是邮局或其他什么的出了问题
sometimes i scribble addresses too sloppy when i jot 'em
也可能是我信的地址写的太潦草了
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? man how's your daughter?
但是不管怎样，到底他妈的出了什么事？你的女儿现在怎么样了
my girlfriend's pregnant too, i'm bout to be a father
我的女朋友也怀孕了，我马上就要当父亲了
if i have a daughter, guess what i'ma call her?
如果是个女儿的话，猜猜我要叫他什么？
i'ma name her bonnie
我要叫她 bonnie
i read about your uncle ronnie too i'm sorry
我看报纸了解到你的叔叔ronnie，非常抱歉
i had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
我有一个朋友因为一个被婊子甩了而自杀
i know you probably hear this everyday, but i'm your biggest fan
我知道你大概每天都能听说这样的事，但我是你最狂热的FANS
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
我甚至知道你和SKAM私下里都干了些什么
i got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
我的房间里布满了你的海报和照片
i like the shit you did with rawkus too, that shit was fat
我也欣赏你和 rawkus干的那些事，实在太精彩了
anyways, i hope you get this man, hit me back,
不管怎样，我希望你能受到这封信并给我回
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
只想和你聊聊，你最真诚的，最狂热的FANS
this is stan
这是STAN

dear slim, you still ain't called or wrote, i hope you have a chance
亲爱的SLIM，你仍然没给我打电话或回信，我希望这是偶然的
i ain't mad - i just think it's ＊＊＊ed up you don't answer fans
我不是疯了---我只是觉得你不回复FANS的来信确实很糟糕！
if you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
如果你不想在音乐会外边和我讲话
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for matthew
你不一定非要这样，但是你应该签个名给 matthew
that's my little brother man, he's only six years old
那是我的小弟，他只有6岁
we waited in the blistering cold for you,
我们在寒风中等你
four hours and you just said,"no."
等了4个小时却只换来你一句“不”
that's pretty shitty man - you're like his ＊＊＊in idol
这是太差劲了---你只不过是***偶像而已
he wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than i do
他只想象你一样出色，他比我更喜欢你
i ain't that mad though, i just don't like bein lied to
我不是那么疯狂，我只是不想被欺骗
remember when we met in denver - you said if i'd write you
还记得我们在 denver 吗------你说过，如果我给你写信
you would write back - see i'm just like you in a way
你会给我回的---我觉得我和你很象
i never knew my father neither;
我也从来不知道我的父亲是谁
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
他常常欺骗我妈妈，而且还打她
i can relate to what you're saying in your songs
我能把它和你唱的歌中的一些内容联系起来
so when i have a shitty day, i drift away and put 'em on
当我心情不好的时候，我就听着你的歌四处走走
cause i don't really got shit else so that shit helps when i'm depressed
我真的不会别的骂人的话，你那些骂词确实帮助我减轻压力
i even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
我甚至在你胸前文上你的名字
sometimes i even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
有时我甚至割伤自己看看到底留多少血
it's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
他看上去象肾上腺，疼痛确实难忍
see everything you say is real, and i respect you cause you tell it
你所说的都是真的，我确实很崇拜你因为你讲出真相
my girlfriend's jealous cause i talk about you 24 7
我的女朋友非常妒忌我无时无刻不在谈论着你
but she don't know you like i know you slim, no one does
但她不象我们那么了解你 ，没人象我一样
she don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
她不会明白象我们这种人是如何成长的
you gotta call me man, i'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
你要给我回电，伙计，我是你所遇到的最狂热的FANS
sincerely yours, stan -- p.s.
你真诚的FANS
we should be together too
我们应该在一起的

dear mister-i'm-too-good-to-call-or-write-my-fans,
亲爱的先生--我很乐意给我的FANS回电或回信
this'll be the last package i ever send your ass
这将是我最后送给你的包裹
it's been six months and still no word - i don't deserve it?
我已经近6个月没消息了----我难道没资格吗
i know you got my last two letters;
我知道你收到我上2封信
i wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
我的地址写得很清楚
so this is my cassette i'm sending you, i hope you hear it
所以我随信附了个磁带给你，希望你能听听
i'm in the car right now, i'm doing 90 on the freeway
我现在正在车里，我在高速公路上时速90
hey slim, i drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
嗨SLIM，我喝了15杯vodka,你觉得我不敢开车了吗？
you know the song by phil collins,"in the air of the night"
你知道的phil collins的那首歌吗“夜晚的天空”
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
是关于一个有能力救助溺水人的家伙
but didn't, then phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
但是他却不救，PHIL看到了这个的全过程，并在一次演出中发现了他？
that's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
那就相当于我们现在这样，你可以把我从水中就出
now it's too late - i'm on a 1000 downers now, i'm drowsy
但现在已经太晚了---我现在已经非常沮丧了，我已经快不行了
-and all i wanted was a lousy letter or a call
我所想要的只不过是一封***该死的信或电话而已
i hope you know i ripped +all+ of your pictures off the wall
我希望你能够明白我现在正沉醉于我墙上的你的那些照片
i love you slim, we coulda been together, think about it
我爱你SLIM，我们应该在一起的，考虑一下吧！
you ruined it now, i hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
但你如今却毁了这一切，我希望你别睡觉好好想想这些，最好做梦能梦到它
and when you dream i hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
而且我希望你睡不安稳并为此而做恶梦
i hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
但愿你的良心也在折磨你，你没有了你就不能呼吸
see slim;{*screaming*} shut up bitch! i'm tryin to talk!
等着看吧SLIM！闭嘴婊子！我在说话呢
hey slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
嘿SLIM，那是我女朋友在话筒里叫唤
but i didn't slit her throat, i just tied her up, see i ain't like you
但是我不能撕裂她的喉咙，我只是把她绑起来，看看我不在喜欢你了
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
因为她如果现在不被憋死的话，她将会遭受更多的苦难，最终也会死的
well, gotta go, i'm almost at the bridge now
好的，要走了，我现在差不多到桥那了
oh shit, i forgot, how'm i supposed to send this shit out?
哦，该死的，我我记了我几乎把这封该死的信寄出去了

dear stan, i meant to write you sooner but i just been busy
亲爱的STAN，我本打算马上给你回信的，但最近一直很忙
you said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
你曾说过你的女朋友怀孕了，她现在怎么样了啊？
look, i'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
看，我真的很高兴你能够给你女儿起那个名字
and here's an autograph for your brother,
而且这有一个签名是给你弟弟的
i wrote it on the starter cap
我把它写在了启动纽帽上了
i'm sorry i didn't see you at the show, i musta missed you
我很抱歉没能在演出的时候看到你，我一定是没看到你
don't think i did that shit intentionally just to diss you
千万不要认为我那样做是故意的
but what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
但是那你为什么说你喜欢切你的手腕
i say that shit just clownin dogg,
我说的那些只不过是写粗话而已
c'mon - how ＊＊＊ed up is you?
拜托啊，那怎么会对你起作用呢？
you got some issues stan, i think you need some counseling
你一定是有什么问题，你需要一些心理咨询
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
来在你失落的时候帮助你解脱出来
and what's this shit about us meant to be together?
还有关于我们那不可理喻的关系有意味着什么？
that type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
那种瞎扯使我们不想见对方
i really think you and your girlfriend need each other
我真的认为你和你的女朋友彼此需要对方
or maybe you just need to treat her better
或许你应该对她更好些
i hope you get to read this letter, i just hope it reaches you in time
我希望你能看到这封信，我只希望你能够及时收到
before you hurt yourself, i think that you'll be doin just fine
在你伤害你自己之前，我希望你能过的更好
if you relax a little, i'm glad i inspire you but stan
如果你镇静些，我很高兴能够启发你，但是STAN
why are you so mad? try to understand, that i do want you as a fan
你为什么这么疯狂？我希望你明白，我真的需要你这个FANS
i just don't want you to do some crazy shit
我真的不希望你作出什么傻事来
i seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
我前几周在报纸上看到过这样的新闻让我觉得很厌恶
some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
一个纨绔子弟酒后驾车在桥上
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
他的女朋友在箱子里，她已经怀孕了，连同他的孩子
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
在车里日她们找到了一个录音带，但没说是给谁的
come to think about, his name was.. it was you
让我想想，他的名字是。。。。是你！！！
damn!哦，天啊！！